Every minute I spend waiting for your sms is a torture.
Sometimes I wonder why am I such a worry freak? Why can't I calm myself down and do my own things peacefully? Why will I walk and pace around like an idiot? I tried, I tried to do other things to stop myself from behaving like a freak.
I guess I'm still haunted by the past. Another person's actions resulted me in behaving this way right now, of course I'm a worry freak by nature.
AND YEAH the person who triggered my worrying nature is MY EX.
SO now I worry over little things, my heart's always like going to explode.
Why is every minute passing so slowly?
I wanna sleep peacefully. But I cant.
SO THE TRUTH IS IM A FKING WORRY FREAK.
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Does anybody even knows how I feel?!!!
Im a fucking weak person fucking weak.